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I AM JESSICA RAE

3/13/17 3/13/17

Schöne Seele - Vancouver Boudoir Photographer

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Kate emailed me about doing a boudoir session for herself a few months ago. She is still relatively new to Canada, originally from Germany, and she was feeling a little down and needed a pick me up. A little self confidence boost. I am so glad that she choose an intimate lifestyle photo session with me in order to accomplish this!Here what Kate had to say:"I loved everything! From the make up to the shoot. I loved how friendly Jessica is. We spent a lot of time chatting, she really took the time to get to know me. Her studio is lovely and I really love my pictures."It was a such a pleasure to photograph you, Kate. Thank you for trusting me and for being so open. You are a courageous and beautiful soul ( Schöne Seele )xoxox Jessica RaeThank you to Ashley Paints Makeup Artistry

10/13/16 10/13/16

Smile Pretty or...?!! - Greater Vancouver Boudoir Photography - Daily Inspiration

I often get asked: "What should I do, should I smile? Am I suppose to keep a serious face?"An intimate portrait session is all about YOU. I want to capture your personality. I want you to feel comfortable being yourself, whatever that might be!Are you serious? Are you bubbly? Are you conservative? Do you like to push boundaries?It's all about you, so BRING IT!

xoxox Artist Jessica Rae

short haired curvy girl wearing a boob shirt giving middle fingers black and white image of woman lying on bed talking on phone smoking a cigarette photograph of a girl sitting on a bench with tattoos making a silly face tongue out wearing black mesh lingerie black and white photo of tattoo blonde woman laying on bed black and white image of girl sitting on bed giving middle finger wearing a tutu black and white image of lady on a bed in a pleasure pose

10/12/16 10/12/16

Daily Inspiration - Williams Lake Intimate Portrait Photography

"As women, we're nurturers by nature. We want to make sure everyone is happy. That's a good thing, but we also have to put ourselves on that happiness list." - Victoria Osteen

10/10/16 10/10/16

Birthday Surprise - Abbotsford Boudoir Photographer

Ms. N came in to create an unforgettable birthday gift for her husband, but I think she would agree it was just as much a gift for herself.Ms. N had this to say about her session:I didn't know what to expect in the full scale of things. But I think it went perfect for what I was looking for. It made me feel beautiful.My favourite part of the experience was seeing the images, to see what I looked like in that element was pretty amazing.Jessica!! You are an amazing woman, your work is fantastic. I am so happy that I got to spend that time with you.Any words of advice for women who are thinking about booking a boudoir session?Breath and enjoy every moment. Woman laying on a bed in white lingerie lit by natural window light black and white image of a woman reclinging on a blue vintage chair woman with blonde hair kneeling on an antique couch with pink lingerie woman reclining on antique couch and chair black and white photo of womans floral cut high heel shoes

8/31/16 8/31/16

Anniversary Boudoir Gift - Fraser Valley Photographer

Here is what Ms. C had to say about her experience:" I had a fantastic experience with Jessica. This was my first Boudoir photoshoot and I was nervous at first. I didn't know what to do with my arms. Jessica put me at ease and offered great direction. I ended up having a lot of fun, from make up, to wardrobe changes, to the very last shot. I walked away from the shoot feeling more confident, refreshed and as though I had just done a really good work out. (Without the cleanup)The pictures are beautiful and Jessica was very accommodating with the layout of the album. The final product is an anniversary gift for my husband, but I know that I will cherish the experience and gorgeous shots of myself. Thank you"

Did anything change about the way you see your own beauty/sexuality/sensuality/body confidence as a result of this session?>>> Absolutely. I have more confidence.How did the session make you feel?>>> Great!! Mentally and physically happier and healthier.Were you nervous before your session?>>>YesWhat was your favorite part of the experience? (lingerie shopping, the session, seeing your images, showing your images etc)>>>Being comfortable in certain poses (topless) and seeing the shots afterAny words of advice for women who are thinking about booking a boudoir session?>>>Do it.Thank you for Sharing your experience with us Ms.C <3

xoxox Jessica RaeMakeup and Hair services provided by Dames and Dolls Makeup black and white photographer of woman wearing 2 piece black lingerie laying on floor bathed in sunlight intimate black and white portrait of woman relaxing on bed with chandelier woman on bed with fur throw looking out window close up of woman on bed holding breasts back lit black and white photograph of woman on bed with fur throw back lit stunning portrait of woman leaning on bed looking out windows woman lying on bed with tattoos and black lingerie on a fur throw with fur pillows black and white photographs of woman sensually reclining on couch woman in a room on a blue victorian chair with custom blue water panting behind her wearing black 2 piece lingerie set black and white photograph of woman reclining in chair back lit with rim light looking tranquil woman on blue victorian tufted chair looking sensual black and white photographer of woman wearing british underwear red suspenders and a white tank top with vinyl records on the wall woman reclining on bed wearing red suspenders and white tank top woman with tattoos wearing red and and white panties and red suspenders

7/1/16 7/1/16

Box Full of Darkness - Fraser Valley Editorial Photographer - Daily Inspiration

"Someone I loved once gave me a box full of darkness. It took me years to understand that this too, was a gift." - Mary Oliver

xoxox Artist Jessica Rae

4/1/16 4/1/16

Curvaceous Plus Size Boudoir Photography - Greater Vancouver and Fraser Valley Photographer - Daily Inspiration

"There is nothing more rare, nor more beautiful, than a woman being unapologeticlly herself; comfortable in her perfect imperfection. To me, that is the true essence of beauty." - Steve Marabolixoxox Artist Jessica Rae

3/30/16 3/30/16

Ridge Meadows Boudoir Photographer - BookWorm Beauty - Daily Inspiration

“Reading is the sole means by which we slip, involuntarily, often helplessly, into another’s skin, another’s voice, another’s soul.” — Joyce Carol Oates

Hair and Makeup: Amaris Beauty

3/4/16 3/4/16

Nothing is Concrete - Beauty Mark Magazine

Unplanned shoots are often the best...I was wanting to try out a friends studio space in Vancouver's west end so I invited Renee to come out and pose me. I also was interested in working with a man in a boudoir like setting, as I hadn't before, so I invited Chad Walters to join us. It was never my intention to have the two pose and model together but I am so thrilled that we did as the results and the story line that came through this collaboration really hit a mark.Chad took it upon himself to write an amazing piece about sexuality, that got picked up and published in Beauty Mark Magazine, which is included below.You can purchase a digital or hardcopy of this issue here: http://www.magcloud.com/browse/issue/1015324----------------------NOTHING IS CONCRETE...It is my experience that many folks come to the conclusion that others are either “gay” or “straight” - while the “bisexual” folks either get honoured as a third category or tagged as “confused.” What is this drive we have to guess and assume other peoples’ sexual orientation? Is it that easily categorized? The human experience of interpersonal attraction, orientation or sexual preference, however you wish to articulate it, is far too complex to merely answer “yes.” It is in our nature as humans to label, divide, separate and categorize - it adds a helpful structure to our world. Putting everything into a cute little box that can be neatly stacked has its advantages, surely; however, this obsessive inclination to pack complex human sexual preferences into two (maybe three) tiny boxes is incredibly imprisoning. Artist Jessica Rae Published Boudoir Vancouver Fraser Valley Photographer Beauty Mark Magazine Dec 2015 Chad Walters Rachel Lee Model I think that it is easy to confuse identity and attraction. Just because I identify as gay does not mean that I cannot be attracted to women - it just means that I identify as gay. Let’s just leave identity on the sidelines for right now and focus on the experience of attraction, that natural pull towards another human being. My body is wired to send signals and it accomplishes this through inputs of touch, scent, sight, and so on. Regardless of how I psychologically identify with any one group, my body will always do its job. One of the many invasive and personal questions I often get asked by others is, “Have you or would you ever have sex with a woman?” After making a point to inquire whether that person asks everyone such personal and inappropriate questions I say, “Well, I do not feel 100% gay.” This often confuses people. See, I view sexual attraction as a scale - a sliding scale. As a baseline, I often self-locate at 95% on the gay scale, knowing that, if the stars aligned just right, it is always possible to have a “run-in” with the big V. Yes, 95% is quite high and the reason why I am not at 100% is that I have met a few women who have shifted my marker. Artist Jessica Rae Published Boudoir Vancouver Fraser Valley Photographer Beauty Mark Magazine Dec 2015 Chad Walters Rachel Lee Model My marker definitely shifted during a recent photoshoot with a female model. Unintentionally, in front of the lens, a story unfolded between her and me. I have never modeled with a woman before but naturally, and as if magically, it soon became an intimate story of lust and longing where she and I were wrapped up in mutual attraction. Divided by a pane of glass we were left wanting for each other and, as the storyline progressed, we found ourselves posing with one another on a bed on set. We got close and cozy and allowed ourselves to enliven the role of a man and a woman in the fuels of passion. It was beautiful. Artist Jessica Rae Published Boudoir Vancouver Fraser Valley Photographer Beauty Mark Magazine Dec 2015 Chad Walters Rachel Lee Model To be entirely frank, this woman is stunning. While she straddled me, in her light blue lingerie, I became increasingly aware that I was only wearing briefs… “what if…?” I thought to myself, “this is incredibly sexy” – as I chuckled that my older brother would surely find it amusing that his “gay brother” was in this situation. Because I am human, with senses, I could feel her hair and skin, hear her, see her, and pick up her pheromones… my neurones and synapses were firing beyond my control. It was a professional and mature photoshoot, but because it was at the same time intimate and sensual I left contemplating my place on the sexual attraction scale.Nothing is concrete. Artist Jessica Rae Published Boudoir Vancouver Fraser Valley Photographer Beauty Mark Magazine Dec 2015 Chad Walters Rachel Lee Model

And of course, their solo sets with me from that same day...

Artist Jessica Rae Published Boudoir Vancouver Fraser Valley Photographer Beauty Mark Magazine Dec 2015 Chad Walters Rachel Lee Model

1/15/16 1/15/16

2016 Photographer to Watch by Association of International Boudoir Photographers

Where do I even begin to find the words to express my gratitude and sheer shock! As I am in an editing frenzy, this morning, I see a notification come up on my cell phone with news I was not anticipating in the least. I have been awarded "Photographer to Watch in 2016" by the Association of International Boudoir Photographers."Truly a standout photographer, Jessica Rae has wowed us with beautiful boudoir artistry and business persistence. Her successful pursuit of commercial and editorial placements demonstrates her prowess and ambition. Not only is her work stunning, but she's a badass chick with a warm congenial heart that she lends to other members.Congratulations Jessica Rae and keep on rocking in 2016. " No words, I tell you, no words to describe what a feat that is for me. I was determined to find my place within my industry and among my peers in 2015 and I feel like I knocked that goal right outta the park with this. Humbled, honoured, and accepting this as a challenge to up my game even more!Thank you to all my clients, fans, peers, family and friends for all your support. I would not be where I am without all of you <3SMOOOOOOCHxoxoxoxJessica Rae JessicaRae 2016 Photographer to watch AIBP

Here is a small sampling of some of my recent work <3

12/11/15 12/11/15

At Home with Riannaconda

I love stepping outside of the studio and into new spaces. It feeds my creative brain and presents fun challenges I don't get to explore in my own studio space. Riannaconda invited me into her home for an outside of the box, intimate portrait session and I simply love the results! She is a lovely woman both inside and out.**This post contains nudity**

Client privacy is held in the highest regard as I believe that the portraits we create are private by their very nature. Please be assured that images published by Artist Jessica Rae are done so only with written permission by the client.

11/12/15 11/12/15

ThrowBack with Miss. M - Fraser Valley Boudoir Photographer

I've been so busy I have fallen behind on blogging! I have so many sessions waiting for me to share them with the world!So here is one that is long over due. My session with Miss. M from March of this year. This was our very first time working together and I'm happy to say there have been many more session with this beauty since. I have been published in a number of magazines with her since this boudoir session and one of my most favourite sessions with her ever will be released in the next couple of weeks! I cannot wait to share that one with you <3In the meantime, please enjoy my very first session with this beauty....Hair and Makeup by: Master Stylist Kat MissM by Artist Jessica Rae - Fraser Valley womens photographer

9/3/15 9/3/15

Miss O : Chronic Illness and the journey to a Healthy Happy place : Fraser Valley Boudoir Photography

What Miss. O had to say about her session with Boudoir By Jessica Rae and why she chose to do a boudoir session..."I've always been body conscious growing up, it's one of the many reasons I used to exercise daily and restrict my diet, and everything was going well up until about 6 months ago. All of the sudden I was loosing weight rapidly, at first I thought it was because of my diet and my exercise regimens so I thought nothing of it. As the month progressed my diet got worse and I found myself craving sugary foods and becoming so thirsty I couldn't sleep at night, all while loosing weight continuously. It got to the point that I had gone from a healthy diet and weight of 125 to 90 pounds and dropping while eating nothing but ice cream, chips, and anything sweet I could get my hands on. Eventually this led me to the emergency room with a diagnosis of type 1 diabetes. After regaining my health and balancing out my body levels I gained the weight back rapidly, going from 90 pounds of bones to 140 pounds and bloated. The rapid weight loss and even faster weight retention cause my body to change, I didn't even recognize myself in the mirror. Not only did I have this chronic illness to deal with for the rest of my life, not to mention injecting myself two to three times a day, but now I had to deal with the emotional implications of what it had done to the way I looked. Over the few months that followed I slowly evened out and decided it was time to take back my body and feel good about myself again.This is when I contacted Jessica Rae, I saw her work through a friend and the beauty of the shots along with the kind and comforting responses showed me I was in good hands. The shoot was wonderful and fun, I felt inspired and beautiful again and I left so excited and ready to do many more! When I returned with a friend to view the photos and pick my favourites I was blown away at my images, I never thought I could look like that and I actually had a difficult time deciding which to pick, something I never do regularly as generally I hate photos of myself.Jessica Rae was incredibly sweet and gentle with a wonderful sense of humour and this experience gave me back my confidence and let me feel comfortable in my own skin again. Boudoir is not an experience just for someone else, it is all about your own feelings and the power it gives you. Given the opportunity I would do it again in a heartbeat." Miss. OReading her words gave me goosebumps. I am honoured and thrilled to be a positive part of her journey to being healthy, happy and positive <3 Thank you for sharing your story with us and thank you for allowing me to share your stunning images <3 xoxoxoHair and Makeup by Marecel Daniel Fraser Valley Boudoir Photographer Diabetes Health Journey

Client privacy is held in the highest regard as I believe that the portraits we create are private by their very nature. Please be assured that images published by Boudoir By Jessica Rae are done so only with written permission by the client.

8/26/15 8/26/15

Published with Theresa Rock

Published in Surreal Beauty Magazine with the lovely Theresa Rock Theresa Rock published in Surreal Beauty Magazine vancouver model boudoir photographer alternative You can get your copy here:http://www.magcloud.com/browse/issue/968227?__r=338832&s=w

6/12/15 6/12/15

Published - Perspective Fashion Magazine May 2015

I've gone and done it again, I got published! But that wouldn't be possible without a fabulous and talented team, so a big huge virtual hug and thanks to the following:Model: Sassy May Hair and Makeup: Marecel Daniel Clothing Designer: Nicole Rose DesignYou can check out the full issue of Perspective Fashion Magazine's May 2015 edition HEREThese are the official page spreads in the magazine

More images from the "Old Hollywood / Modern Pinup" inspired set

This first image is my favorite. I ordered a large framed canvas of this image to hang in my studio <3

2/8/15 2/8/15

Ms K : Fraser Valley Boudoir Photography

"Initially this session was for my husband. I wanted to do something for him that was COMPLETELY out of my comfort zone. Within minutes of meeting Jessica, I was put at ease. Before we started the shoot I told her that I'm probably the least "sexy" person out there. Ya, I felt awkward. Ya, I felt silly but after the first couple shots Jessica made me feel so comfortable.
Initially, I didn't want my photos posted online. No way! But after seeing them and seeing my husband's reaction, I'm very proud of how they turned out. I never imagined I could ever look or feel that sexy. In the end, this shoot ended up being more for me than anyone else. Thank you, Jessica." - Ms. K Maple Ridge Vancouver Fraser Valley Boudoir Intimate Portrait Photography Studio

2/5/15 2/5/15

Miss. R : Vancouver Boudoir Photographer

"Wait a second,Why should you care, what they think of youWhen you're all alone, by yourselfDo you like you? Do you like you?

You don't have to try so hardYou don't have to give it all awayYou just have to get up, get up, get up, get upYou don't have to change a single thing

You don't have to try, try, try, try

......

Take your make up offLet your hair downTake a breathLook into the mirror, at yourselfDon't you like you?Cause I like you"

Colbie Caillat

Maple Ridge Vancouver Boudoir Photographer Studio Pitt Meadows Fraser Valley Greater Vancouver Intimate Portraits

11/8/14 11/8/14

Sweater Session : Miss. E

I want to show you that you don't have to be scantly clad, get all dolled up, or be provocative to have boudoir photos done. You can simply wear a comfy sweater and your favorite pair of fluffy socks. Like someone might catch you on a Sunday morning, warm cup of coffee in hand just relaxing in your bedroom. I find it is the simplest of settings that are the most beautiful, the most romantic, the most sensual. Let me show you how beautiful you are, just as you are.An authentic intimate portrait.

Hair and Makeup provided by: Make-up By Laurie

11/5/14 11/5/14

Ms. N :: Anniversary Boudoir

"I wanted a special, sentimental gift for my husband. Jessica was amazing, made me feel welcome and comfortable in my own skin. I could not be happier with the photos, and my husband loved them! To our surprise, 2 weeks later we found out we were expecting our second baby so the timing couldn't have been more perfect. It's a keepsake that him and I will treasure forever. " Ms. N

I was SO thrilled to receive this email from Ms.N - how exciting for their family! Many congrats and well wishes to you and your growing family and a big thank you for allowing me to share a few of my favorite images from your session!

Ms.N - Vancouver Boudoir Photographer www.artistjessicarae.ca

10/29/14 10/29/14

Ms. K :: Halloween Styled Boudoir

Ms. K contacted me, wanting to do a maleficent inspired boudoir session just in time for halloween. I was more than happy to oblige! She did her own hair and makeup and even made her own head piece which all was quite impressive.Here is what Ms. K had to say. "I've always had a love for Halloween and being creative with costumes and make-up. Being on the above average size, I have never been too comfortable with my physical appearance. Combining a Halloween theme with Boudoir, I felt more confident and at ease to have a unique experience.
The way Jessica captures the perfect angles and lighting, every woman, regardless of her body type, would feel comfortable having her images portrayed and gain a confidence in herself to feel beautiful inside and out."

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